Ready to crack

The last few days have been unusual for me. When Livvy is happy, I'm perfectly fine. The minute she makes a whiny noise I just want to cover my ears and run away. Its been driving me nuts. She'll whine because I'm not feeding her fast enough, or something! Every little thing will get under my skin. Its annoying, and I hate it. I'm not used to feeling like this. I hear from friends that its normal to feel like this as a mommy. At least Rich has been helping a little with dinner the last couple of nights. I think he'd take me out, if we had the money. I'm thinking I'll see if my friend Tammy can watch Livvy tomorrow night and we go to the Base theater for a free movie, or have Tammy take Livvy on Saturday while Rich has duty and I either go to the theater, or just have some time alone. In exchange, I'll watch her son Ryder next week. Hmmmmm, its a good thought. I think I need it. Rich even asked tonight if I need a day off. Boy, wouldn't that be nice!